life goes on even if i had horrible results. everything turned out to be in a mess after 2.30pm on 6th march. i realised many many things, i realised i need to get things done for the sake of the future, for the sake of my future. i dont need people to tell me what to do, i dont want people to tell me what to do eventhough its nice of them to do so. cause i find it disturbing. and i cnt be bothered by school rankings anymore, its not my problem so dont bother telling me all those. I AM NOT INTERESTED. thanks. i need time to get used to this, i need a place in university, i need a job once again, i need friends. bad friends not welcome though.