i wonder why things are showing up now. i dont think its the best time for all these. everybody is tired and stressed up due to all these things, but why now? i really dont understand. i miss the time i get to see my dad at home, i miss seeing my mum cooking for the family and miss all those sundays when the whole family spend time together. maybe its just a period of time, i hope so.

i am still a kid and i dont understand why adults are behaving this way. i dont recognise them and i dont want to recognise them either. they've changed.